Have you ever had those days or weeks when nothing seems to be going right? Where you question every decision you make? When no one seems to agree with a decision that you make, which starts a whole round of self-doubt and questions? This has been my life for the past six weeks!
Three years ago after my divorce, I randomly visited Seattle to get away from all that was happening back home, and fell head over heels in LOVE with the city. I promised myself that one day I would return here to live full time. Each time I visit the city, I feel at home. I feel at peace, and coming home is always hard. Every year I’ve told myself, that this is the year that I’m going to take the leap, I’ll sell everything in my apartment and go. However, it has been three years and I am still here.
I know people mean well, but this isn’t their journey, I have allowed other people’s thoughts and feelings to hold me back from doing this. Something I have wanted for the past three years.
After talking to a dear friend of mine (hi Lindsey), I came away with the message that this was my journey, and I could do as I see fit. Is there a chance that this may not work, absolutely! However, I would rather it not work out now, than a life of regret 10 years later.
I am an adventurous girl, who loves to take chances and I FEEL and KNOW that this is something I have to do, so, I am going to take a chance, a leap of faith, and go for it, and if it doesn’t work, I’m okay with that.
This post probably makes no sense whatsoever, but, writing helps and I had to start somewhere. Here’s to the start of a new chapter, a new journey, a new beginning.